November/December 2005 Living Now
Peace Is Every Step: Thich Nhat Hanh Return to Vietnam
An Interview with Rev. Janey Gieber by Connie Hill
In February 2005 Rev. Janey Gieber traveled with Thich Nhat Hanh
as one of ninety international delegates for his return trip home to
Vietnam after nearly forty years of exile. Through slides and stories
she is now sharing her journey with others. She brings alive the spiritual
beauty of the land, the cultural uniqueness of the Vietnamese and the
peaceful teachings of Thich Nhat Hanh. Rev. Janey Gieber is president
of People of the Heart, a spiritual community and non-profit educational
organization dedicated to peace, located in Battleground, WA.
Connie: What led you to take this trip?
Janey: I had breast cancer in 1992. In 93 I saw Peace is Every
Step in a book store. I pulled it out, sat down in the middle of the
aisle and read nearly the whole thing. That started me being a student
of Thich Nhat Hanhs. The Buddhist teachings were like cool water
for me in a hot time in my life. In 2000 I began to go down to the Bay
area for retreats. After a winter retreat I realized that this was the
path for me.
That year the Vietnamese government decided to allow Thich Nhat Hanh
to return to his homeland. He emailed his students and said he was negotiating
with the Vietnamese government to bring what turned out to be 90 of
his international students and his monks and nuns.
In 2004 I decided to become a member and become ordained in Thays
(the name Thich Nhat Hanh is called by students, meaning teacher)
tradition. Thats at least a year long process and you work with
a mentor. My mentor told me she thought I was ready to apply to go on
the trip. It would never have occurred to me otherwise. She said she
felt that with what Id been doing with my life I needed to apply.
I was really surprised when I got the response back that I had been
accepted.
C: Where were you in Vietnam?
J: We arrived in Hanoi. Then we went to Hue, which is the spiritual
center of Vietnam. Its also the place where Thich Nhat Hanh began
as a novice monk at 16. I get goose bumps now just remembering. His
return was so meaningful for the people. Two thousand people came to
his dharma talks. People were coming in the torrential rain and standing
to hear him speak. It was a very momentous trip.
C: What was the most important part for you?
J:Its hard to single out just one thing. I think that I learned
that I can be a peace delegate wherever I go and it has to do with making
connections with the people and the land. I dont even need an
agenda, but by my presence I can help make peace.
C: What an incredible things to learn about yourself.
J: Id always thought that I needed to have all of these things,
the intention, the plan. What I learned from Thich Nhat Hanh is that
his presence speaks volumes. Just sitting in his presence is amazing.
He brings peace. You see it in his face, in his actions and in what
he speaks.
C: I think the nonviolent part, doing that in every aspect of a
persons life is very difficult, especially in the U.S.
J: Thay says that when he tours North America it is his most difficult
place to practice mindfulness. In North America everyone is in such
a hurry and there is so much stimulation. So he has to make himself
take time away to do his mindfulness walking and his tea meditation.
But its doable.
C: What are some of the stories you came back with?
J: The Vietnamese people are so wonderful. They were incredibly gracious
to us, especially to us Americans, which I didnt expect. Im
not talking about the followers of Thay, but the hotel people, shop
keepers and restaurant folks. They were so eager to please us and happy
we were there. I went to a dinner with some diplomats and professors
and the musician said something about her mother. I asked her about
her father and she said he had died in the war. I said I was so sorry,
but she said it is sad, and its in the past now. One of the professors
said, "Vietnam is not a war, we are a country and a people."
The Vietnamese call it the American war. They have made a decision to
move on. From them I see forgiveness is a choice. We left Veitnam and
said the war was horrible. Since we left they have been rebuilding.
These people made a decision not to live in the past, in anger and resentment.
A story that is going to be printed in the Mindfulness Bell, is about
my experience with a crone and some young village girls. My meditation
sanga made some jewelry for me to take along and give away. We were
at a school and were interacting with the children and I saw these young
girls around the outside of the circle. They were just watching and
I knew jewelry needed to go to them. So I called them over and presented
each a necklace. Oh, my gosh their faces were so glorious. Their smiles
were huge. I gave all of the necklaces away. Then, out of nowhere this
four-foot tall, old woman walked up to me. She pointed at the girls,
then at me, then at herself and then stuck out her hand. She wanted
one of the necklaces, but I didnt have any more to give. It ends
up that I had a mala that my dharma teacher had given me. I had been
wearing it for a month without taking it off. I put it on her wrist
and she just twirled around in circles displaying her wrist with the
mala on it. It was great. Thats my favorite story because it was
so delightful.
C: Sounds like the trip changed you.
J: I came back knowing that anyone can practice mindfulness. Its
so simple. Its not about whether Im here or in Vietnam or
the Gulf States. Its really about how I choose to live my life
in the presence of others. Theres not something out there that
Im going to learn or do thats going to make me get it or
be enlightened. Its about who I decide to be each day or hour
as a human being. Its right here, right now. It doesnt mean
I dont have more to learn. I get that there is a Buddha nature
in me and in everybody else. I believe that.
C: Thank you, Janey.
Rev. Janey Gieber will be at New Renaissance on Saturday, November
12 sharing her slide show, Peace Is Every Step. Call 503-224-4929
go to www.newrenbooks.com
for more info.
Connie Hill works at New Renaissance Bookshop and is a local astrologer.
She can be reached at 971-244-0567 ext. 2 or gmnite@yahoo.com.